I’m going to go rest…
Hello, my name is Heechul. I am a mistress at Sarang Mansion, hopefully we can become friends.
- (via confession-depression-scene)
Heechul sat quietly, taking deep breaths as she stared into the empty library, her eyes vacant and barely focused. the week had been rough and unsettling for the diva. It felt like her world was crumbling down, she barely was able to get through the day without the thought of ending it all of drinking herself into a coma coming over her. It was horrible, but it was consuming her mind. Today was supposed to be the first day of her honeymoon, instead she was canceling the wedding plans and ordering flowers for her fiances grave.
Honestly… No… Kyuhyun was the only person I wasn’t scared to give my heart to fully. Yes I could fall in love again, but I would never have that feeling that I didn’t have to think before acting. I would always be thinking, always be worrying, about if it was okay. And… Even if I find someone else… My family is with Kyuhyun, he’s the only one I would spend my life with.